I cried in the ER last night. After we brought this woman in from an MVA that we rolled up to. I gave the doctors in the trauma room my report and went out into the hall. Where I sank to the floor, put my head in my hands and bawled my eyes out. Right there in the middle of the ER. I was this little ball of tiny, blonde EMT mess on the floor. It was the moment that everything just sunk in. It hit me square in the chest and stomach and knocked me out.